Josh's Testimonial

Posted 08/14/00

My name is Josh and I'm a "teenbaby"...or was. I am 19 and have been buying diapers for 7 years now. I never got the understanding or support of my parents. My mom called it "sick" and "disgusting" and threatened to take me to a psychiatrist to "cure" me. Luckily I am NOW a strong person and I realize everyone has flaws. Talking to many others like myself I find something in common with us all..... We are all late to mature sexually. I just came into touch with my sexual being (besides*coughcough* masturbation) recently. Most teen babies or diaper lovers that I have known were exactly the same. I have learned over the years that I am not alone, that it's not "sick"...and while it may be a bit disgustingto others, it's a part of me. I know that I won't ever "outgrow" it. I have only recently began to feel normal about it. I've grown up no longer the confused teenager I was. I am lucky to be a highly intelligent sensative person or else I would likely have serious problems. Luckily I won't and never will. I forgive my mom for how she used to treat me on this subject and I still love her.I KNOW she has problems of her own and in that aspect I have comfort.I also know that many parents are inadvertantly hipocrits on the subject. For many years I thought I may have been gay or a pedofile. My mother's reaction to diapers and some negative web pages on the net helped those feelings. As of now I can say I am truly not, which was a great load off my mind. I was confused and I found a friend, older and gay (much older) who helped me work throug my emotions and come down to the real me, luckily. My relationship with him is still strong. He was the first to explain to me that looking at pictures of boys in diapers didn't mean I was gay. From our talks I realized it was the diaper I was interested in and not the boy itself. I still enjoy looking at such pictures, but I no longer get the sexual "kick"out of them that I once did. I keep a few diapers in my closet now just to wear when I feel like it, though I rarely do nowadays. While I grew up my father destroye my self-esteem. Never did he physically abuse us kids, but he was mentally abusive. I won't get into that. My mother did help me on that subject, she tried to boost my self-esteem, but in many areas she shot it down too. One of these was the part of me that liked diapers. I'd just like to say, if my children end up wanting to wear diapers, I will share everything with them they should know. I can share their feelings and having a parent who understands is much better than any person on the net. I am a healthy young man. I am physically fit and have tons of friends. I do admit to indulging in the "party" drugs of today's age every now and then, but rarely. I do drink occassionally. I have a job and am working my way through college while sustaining a busy social life and nothing is going to stop me, not an addiction, not a problem from reaching my goals. I hope I haven't rambled too much for you folks. This is the first time I've ever felt it necssary to speak the entire truth ona public sight.

What can I say. This was so me. I am very impressed with this young man. He is at a point now that I just recently found myself. Knowing that there were others like him was so key for him to achieve this in this short of time. I applaud the efforts of people with websites before me.

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